| nakakaloka lang..:)) ---------------------------------------- |
| You're in the process of getting over some old injury or grievance that had messed you up somewhat. It's a good time for you to recover your center and figure out what you want to do to get on with life. |
Kourtyard Konversations
avon: manny pacquiao..
camille: at least he's got lots of money. eventhough he's not good in english!
avon: how about erap estrada?
camille: erap sent his reputation to hell a long time ago.
kasey (butts in): what? who slept with who?!
ROTFWL!
Hell. They should go to hell.
Sorry. I would continue blogging.
drum roll please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DANCING PYROTECHNICS!
o ha! may english term pala ang watusi!
hahaha. galing no? nalaman ko lang sa yahoo news and gusto ko lang share.
anyhow, for the debate team.
aattend na ko ng training sa monday! woohoo!
matter loading naaaaaaaaaa..............
read on..
2 dead, 346 injured in New Year revelry
P50-M DOJ drug bribe 'unfairly divided'
ahem ahem.
the captain might want to create a motion regarding these things.. ^_________^
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
drum roll please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DANCING PYROTECHNICS!
o ha! may english term pala for watusi!
hahaha. galing no? nalaman ko lang sa yahoo news and gusto ko lang share.
anyhow, for the debate team.
aattend na ko ng training sa monday! woohoo!
matter loading naaaaaaaaaa..............
read on..
2 dead, 346 injured in New Year revelry
P50-M DOJ drug bribe 'unfairly divided'
ahem ahem.
the captain might want to create a motion regarding these things.. ^_________^
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
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1.) BUDDY OF THE YEAR?
- jhil. jedi. and of course drei. anne. tec&bic.
2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest
friend)
- gerlie bautista
3) NEWCOMER AWARD
- anne lee! :)
3) HIGHEST POINT OF THE YEAR?
- first sem! (dahil sa buwan ng wika play, at sa Libangan play. :))
4) LOWEST POINT OF THE YEAR?
- second sem.
5) BEST HOLIDAY?
- Christmas break, haha. my friends know why.
6) YOUR SONG FOR 2008?
- 1st half, Goodnight and Go by Imogen Heap.
- 2nd half, Supermassive Black Hole. haha.
7) best movie FOR 2008?
- hmm.. ironman? teh awesomeness!
8) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH
AND WHERE?
- jhil. :) as usual. haha.
9) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN?
- bum. sa bahay lang eh.
10) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR?
- sisig hooray. haha, kuya abner!
11) KISS OF THE YEAR?
- wala. toink.
12) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR?
- to satisfy myself with simple joys.
13) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT
YEAR?
- kapag manalo sa elections eh di nanalo..:) then i might join the school paper. work sa summer ayoko maging bum. at madami pang iba.
14) MOST STUPID IDEA WHEN YOU GOT DRUNK?
- call someone i adore without full consciousness. yeah right babyloves, happy friendship day! haha!
15) TV SHOW OF THE YEAR?
- none, i don't watch t.v.
16) MOST LOYAL FRIEND(s)?
-HS Friends ---> korak!
17) HEARTBREAKER OF THE YEAR?
- drum rolls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SECRET. haha!
18) BIGGEST CHANGE OF THE YEAR?
- magslow down a bit.
19) NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTION?
- I would make things right. yun lang, too broad, but i'll start with small things.
2008 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
Stayed single almost the whole year?
-nope. taken. haha.
Done something you've regretted?
- Yeah. Wag na pagusapan, nireregret ko nga eh!
Lost someone?
- Early part of the year yeah. Miss you Tita Nik! :(
Cut class?
- Once during the first sem, with Jhil kay Ms. Abadilla. haha. 2ndsem, sus sa theo twice, sa math once, sa Fil once, CA105 once. o ha!
Were involved in something you'll never forget?
- yeah. hahaha.
Visited a different country?
- I was in Forks with Edward. hahaha! yeah! hahaha!
Cooked a gross meal?
- i don't cook a gross meal. naks yabang.
Lost something important to you?
- yeah, my library locker key too. huhuhu. and lots of hankerchiefs!
Got a gift you adore?
- I don't usually get gifts, I give gifts.
Tripped over a coffee table?
- No. Nearly but no.
Dyed your hair?
- Yeah, just had it dyed. hahah.
Came close to losing your life?
- Yeah. My friends know about this.
Went to a party?
- yeah. i love parties. haha.
Read a great book?
- of course. I'm on the look out for other Palanca books na nga eh!
Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
- Nope
2008: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year?
- yeah. lots of them.
Did you dislike anyone?
- Definitely (drei, i'm with you. haha)
Did you grow apart from anyone?
- Uhm yeah..:(
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
- NEVER! :) --> samesame
2008: Your BIRTHDAY!
Did you have a cake?
- Yeah.
Did you get any presents?
- Yeah.
2008: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year?
- but of course!
Did you change your style?
- Yeah. haha. dapat eh.
Were you in school?
- like i spend majority of my time in school.
Did you get good grades?
- Yeah, high grades but still aint enough. Kulang eh. toink.
Did you have a job?
- Yeah
Did you drive?
- Yeah
Did you own a car?
- Volvo C30, Edward gave me his. hahaha!
Did anyone close to you give birth?
- Yeah. dami sila.
Did you go on any vacations?
- Yup
Would you change anything about yourself now?
- I'm cool with changes.
2008:Wrap UP:
Was 2008 a good year?
- Uh, yeah, good.
Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
- I think so.
I confess that in 2008 I...
( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
(x) had your heart broken (this is so a part of me. toink)
(x) mooned someone
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
() came out of the closet
( ) got pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) done something you've regretted
OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
(x) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog on Friendster
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't (guilty when I don't wanna see Brian, when I don't want to talk to Brian, I don't wanna text Brian!)
(x) partied to celebrate the new year (not yet, but will do.
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lied about how old you were
(x) prank called someone
In 2008 I...
[x] broke a promise
[x] fell out of love
[x] lied
[x] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] slept under the stars
[x] kept your new years resolution
[ ] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life (yeah, brought me happiness)
[x] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing (love that day! haha!)
[x] pretended to be sick (when it comes to cutting classes. haha)
[x] almost died
[x] given up on something/someone important to you (yeah. i just did. last night.)
[ ] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] cried over the silliest thing
[ ] had friends who were drifting away from you
[ ] had a high cell phone bill (ibang year!)
This is for people na nahyper kanina sa Retorika dahil sa random topics. Lol.
WARNING: MAY MGA SALITANG NAKAKAWALA NANG DANGAL DITO, SO KUNG MEJ ARTI ARTIHAN KA, STOP READING.
Itatago ko nalang sila sa pangalang Pat Andaya, Ruth Manlapaz, Eca Ogame at Krisha. At sa ibang di ko na mapangalanan dahil di ko natatandaan lahat nang names, my memory's not good with names sorry.
During the Christmas Party:
Sir Bobet: O kung sino manalo dito sa game na to may ibibigay akong prize. (Sabay labas nang native necklace from Bacolod)
Everybody: Ang dami nyo namang ganyan sir!
Karen: Sainyo yata yan eh. Preowned!
Avon: amoy Bobet na yan! may pawis na!
Bobet: Kung may pawis ko na to, mahal ang presyo nito!
Karen: Yuck amoy singit na yan!
Avon: Hoy bakit mo alam? Umaamoy ka nang singit no?
Bobet: Oo! Gawain nya yan eh! Pag uwi nya sa bahay ganito ginagawa nya.. (Minuwestra ang pagkapa sa singit at pag amoy dito)
Everybody: Yuck sir!
Karen: Hindi naman ganyan!
Bobet: Eh pano mong alam?
Karen: Kaamoy kasi yun nang liki-leki di ba?
Everybody: Hahahahahahah!
Benta ang Hephep Hooray ni Ruth! Ang isang milyon daw ay para sa anak nyang nagtatae! hahah!
Bentang benta ang body parts nang baka!
I would like to mention that there are ladies who actually said "*i*i" ng baka! hahahaha! Na sinundan din ng "b*y**" ng baka. wahahahah!
Hyper much sa Retorika before the Christmas Break!
Salamat kay Pat para sa choco mucho na gift nya! HAHAHAHA!
1) today is my ultimate tambay day
2) i am absolutely excited about our Isabela trip next week!
I went to school at 10am only to find out na freecut ang 3 subjects ko!
- Walang Math kasi member nang Faculty Choir yung Prof ko and may program silang pinuntahan kanina.
- Walang Filipino dahil sa rally against Chacha.
- Walang Dance Kinetics dahil excused yung buong block ko gawa din nang rally.
Tambay lang sa kubo from 10am till 330pm with Bic, Denise, and King. The others just came and went. Umuwi nang 330pm, daan muna nang UST saglit.
Nakipagkulitan sa LRT kay Alli. hahaha. Excited much sa Isabela. Form of greetings na namin ang "Isabela!" hahaha!
WAH! SANA 19th na!!!!!
Haha, the result kind of matched who I am. :)
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You are constantly trying to make a favourable impression and endeavouring to be considered as that someone 'special'. You are pretty good at using various tactics and strategies that give the impression that you are in control. Maybe you are - but you are constantly watching to see whether or not your endeavours are truly appreciated. Be careful... just as 'you' may be endeavouring to influence others, 'they' may indeed be influencing you.
Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that 'the wrong word' can lead you to tears. You feel other people's pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling.
At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!
Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.
You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.
I acquired asthma just last year, when I worked and studied at the same time and when my defenses weren't that dependable to rely on.
Ewan bakit ako hinika, the AC at the venue of the PMC we're that cold naman. Di naman ako exposed sa dust since closed venue naman. Was it the cushioned seats then? Or the smoke and dust na nalanghap ko sa saglit na oras na lumabas kami ng venue? Argh.
Ang hirap hirap..:( I have been depending on the bronchodilator Severent since then because if I don't, I sure would be in bed for a week. But the side effect is it could worsen the symptoms. I tried to prevent myself from using it every so often during asthma attacks and instead use other nasal sprays and the results weren't really bad. The spray that I have now is Nasonex and though it also takes the usual 12hours before I feel its effects, I guess its better since there are no reported worsening of symptoms side effect. Aside from that, I have 4 other meds to maintain. Good luck sakin, di pa naman ako magaling makatanda nang mga iinuming gamot. Lagi ako nakakamiss.. :(
Hirap ako huminga ngayon and it's been only 4 hourse since I sprayed. I missed my sched for today. I didn't get to do the things I need to. I hate asthma. I really hate it. Buti nalang walang pasok sa Monday. Hay.
Lagnat. Headache. Hay. Kainis. Di ako makalabas nang bahay. Bawal sakin yung ulam ngayon na alimasag. Nkakainis.
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okay i know this is pure ranting. blogging world. :)
Wala kasi makausap, nakaburo ako dito sa bahay. :(
PMC delegates, I know you get it. :))
Denise, oo na, sakitin na ko talaga.
Lovelove Ms. Java, Lovelove Ms. Tan.
I HATE ASTHMA.
* I didn't have enough time to spend on fixing my hair and/or combing it enough so I tied it all up.
* I arrived school 15mins late for my Math class. I decided not to attend it the moment I saw my watch that read "10:50".
* Jhil raised her perfectly trimmed brow when she saw my hair up.
* Jhil: What's with the hair? Bakit nakatali? Ang calm calm nang aura mo ngayon. Para kang laid-back
* I skipped my Filipino class too and decided to help Velo in writing her own myth.
* I saw my crush at the IC center and I was completely distracted and mesmerized at the same time. I was smiling the whole time I was there!
*Jhil: Naninibago talaga ako sa ayos mo ngayon! Nakatali ka kasi eh! Ibang iba ang hitsura mo!
* I was itching to skip my dance class if not for the quiz and for the dance exam. I went to my class anyway and performed the dance.
* Jhil: Ang laid back laid back nang dating mo talaga ngayon!
Avon: Laid back ako talaga today. I skipped my classes di ba? So not me pero dahil sa laid back ako today, nagcut ako. hahaha!
Jhil: You mean sobrang sobrang sobrang laid back ako?!
Avon: Mega laid back.*grins*
* Talked to Mixie about the Junior Council candidacy. Was confused if I would run for presidency or not.. :((
* Went to Kubo and had a little tampo for Jhil for being in a hurry to go home when we won't be seeing each other tomorrow till 5days forward, and when we haven't been together for a good long 3hours like what we always had.
* Girl moment with Sanne and Tec while waiting for Bic and Anne. :))
* Went up to the CA Dept to pay the congress fee and get my excuse letter and Chelle's.
* Went down but went up again to give the excuse letter to Chelle.
* Snacks with the barkada.
* Went to the Fil Dept. to sign the project proposal VP Gela left for me.
* Left MC with Ms. Cathy.
* Met up with my boyfriend and visited the Sining Kamalig Art Gallery where they exhibited the works of Fred Liongoren, Nestor Olarte Vinluan, Gus Albor and Lito Carating. The exhibit is also for Dr. Floro C. Quibuyen's A Nation Aborted book launching.
* Had a little game with Brian about who's personal favorites were the best.
* It's all acrylic on canvas.
* Brian's favorites were Liongoren's Bulawan and Olarte Vinluan's From a found stone.
* My choices were Carating's Crossing the Universe and Albor's In the Midst of time.
* We both ended up liking another work by Carating. :)) We were too amazed by the art work that we didn't remember to remember the artwork's name! Too bad.
* Bought stuff for each other and had dinner.
* Met up with my Mom and bought presents for my Bros' exchange gift.
* Went home and prepared my things for my 3-day Pinoy Media Congress.
* Hit this computer and started blogging.
* I feel so tired. and sleepy.
* But I can't stop now. Too bad.
* I have a lot of things to do and I don't know where to start. :(( I need to finalize my candidacy form, I need to make a note for Gela to read and to follow. I need to make a note for Mixie too since I won't be in school for 3days. I need to finish writing my own Myth. I need to write a draft project proposal for saturday's Women Talk and send it to Gela.
* I am so sleepy. It's 12mn and I need to be up @ 4am. :((
"Laid back me" day is more tiring than my "active me" days....:(
WAH! I AM SO EXCITED! 1 more hour to go and i will be with my vampires!! hahahaha..
It's 635pm on the clock and the movie's at 8. I am still waiting for my two other friends now and I am growing more impatient by the minute..
Will do some updates later after I watch the film. 
Para kay Tiff, kay Ruth, Pat, and all the others who are supposed to come with me today but preferred not to. Ampf. hahaha.
Von will be the spoiler this time. haha. :))
(kasi naman ang aga natapos nang conference eh, ayan tuloy mas lalo ako naexcite sa Twilight huhuhuhu...)
Spoiler alert: A comment from a dear friend, Michy who has already seen Twilight.
if i would rate the movie, i would say i am disappointed because i've expected a lot from it. sorry, but it's not all that. it's a good teeny bopper fix but that's it. i think reading the book might be better. rob is still hot, though. is it a must see? neutral.
There. So I guess it would be better if I don't keep my hopes high at this one since uhm...I'm no teenager.. wah. lol.
TALK TO YOU LATER DEARS. :)
Of course my boyfriend doesn't know that I am watching Twilight on it's advance screening so better keep that mouth shut. haha. It would tick him out if he learns that I'm watching Twilight with my friends and not with him. Yeah, he's into the vamps too, mostly because of me. :) Haha.
Anyhow, here's one hell-of-a-freakin'-news: the SM Mall near our place will be showing an advance screening tomorrow, at 930pm! And you know what ticked me out more? The tickets are only 147php each! We bought our tickets @ 300php each and it will be at SM Megamall which is an hour and a half ride from our place. argh.
Nevermind. For Edward's sake.. I'll do anything. Haha. It was Ervin who paid for my ticket anyway. :))
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This will be a busy week for me. I wouldn't be able to sit with my friends even for a good 10mins of talk. :((
Drei: Thanks for waiting for me kanina so we'll have enough time to talk at pati na din sa paghahatid sakin kay Brian. :))
Monday: 8am - 12nn - Council of Leaders Meeting
12nn - 1pm - Sophomore Council Registration
1pm - 4pm - Sophomores General Assembly
(conflict sa 2pm-3pm sched for the Pinoy Media Congress Orientation)
Tuesday: 7am - 9am - CA105
9am - 12nn - Cityhall
12nn - 2pm - Phil. Lit.
3pm - 6pm - Talk with Sean Covey @ ADMU
7pm - 10pm - DATE WITH THE VAMPS.
Wednesday: 1030am - 330pm - Class
Thursday to Saturday: Pinoy Media Congress @ SSC Manila.
Four days to go before the Twilight showing. Yes you read it right, 4days more. Haha. Imma be watching the advance screening with Ervin and Jen on the 25th! Wooo! Can't wait!! I am freakin' so excited!
Anyhow, here's one of the songs included in the soundtrack. One of my fave songs, been singin' it over and over again, phew, addicted me. Shoot absofreakinlutely much!
Thriving Ivory Twilight Lyrics
I recall a long farewell and a time to choose
So we part like rivers baby, yeah like rivers do
But I still talk about you though and wonder
How your life will unfold
Show me what it looks like
Outside your window at twilight
Show me what it looks like
I recall driving home, this ain't gonna hit me till God knows when
You know I feel it in my bones and I wear it on my skin
But there ain't no use in right or wrong
A heart must go where it belongs
Show me what it looks like
Outside your window at twilight
Is it me that you see dancing on a line
Singing I could be yours if you would be mine
Come on grow old with me and surely you'll see
And I remember thinking, boy you must be dreaming
So hold on, hold on, before it's all gone
And I do remember thinking that your world would go on spinning
Without me now, so c'me on, c'mon please
Show me what it looks like
Outside you window at twilight
Show me what it looks like
Outside you window at twilight
Is it me that you see dancing on a line
Singing I could be yours if you would be mine
Come on grow old with me and surely you'll see
I recall a long farewell and a time to choose
So we part like rivers baby, yeah like rivers do
Eto yung letter ko kay papa. Di nya binasa, tinapon nya. :'(
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Papa,
Sinusulatan kita ngayon dahil hindi ko masabi lahat nang nararamdaman ko nang hindi mo ko minumura o hindi ka nagagalit. Para ka ring si Mama.
Naiipit ako sa inyong dalawa. Kung naghihinala lang si Mama na may ginagawa kang masama, na nagbabarkada ka, nagsusugal, naglalabas ng pera sa sobrang kaadikan sa billiards, hindi ko sya masisisi. Nangyari nay un dati, naadik ka na, nagsugal, nagbarkada. Hindi mo sya pwede sisihin kung paghinalaan ka niya ulit dahil nagkalamat ka na sakanya, may history ka na, may record na.
Kung totoong hindi ka kagaya ng hinala ni Mama at biktima ka lang ng tamang hinala at pagbubunganga niya, nasayo na yun para patunayan sa amin ng mga kapatid ko na inosente ka talaga. Kung inosente ka talaga, salamat.
Pa, madami akong niririsk sa pagsama sayo sa Malabon. Hindi ko gusting gwardyahan/bantayan ka kasi may tiwala naman ako sayo pero may mga oras na naghihinala na din ako, dahil sa mga nakikita ko at naririnig ko tuwing sumasama ako sayo, o tuwing nababasa ko ang mga messages para sayo ng mga kabarkada mo. Imbes na yung oras sa gabi ay nagagamit ko sa mga kailangan kong gawin na requirements sa school, di ko magawa dahil nagagalit si Mama kapag di ako sumama. Kapag bumagsak ako, kasalanan ko pa din dahil di ko daw napaghati hati ang oras ko ng maayos. Kapag di kita nabantayan, kasalanan ko pa dahil di ko ginagawa ang trabaho ko bilang panganay na anak. Sasabihan pa ako nang “walang kwenta” o “makapal ang mukha”. Bakit daw di ako makapag-aral kapag nasa Malabon ako? Makakapag-aral ba ako sa palengke Papa? Makakapagmemorize ba ko sa ingay ng palengke? Bakit daw hindi ako dun sa Malabon mag-internet kung may kailangan akong gawin? Eh di pag nag-internet ako dun e di hindi kita nabantayan? Tas sasabihin ni Mama “internet ka nang internet di mo sinamahan yung Ama mo sa loob, mamaya umikot lang yun sa kabilang side dumaan para umakyat sa Star J at mag billiards!”
Pa, SAN AKO LULUGAR? Kasalanan ko lahat kapag samahan man kita o hindi. Wala akong choice. NAIIPIT AKO SA INYOG DALAWA.
Sabi ni mama, bakit daw di ko magawang pagsabayin ang pag aaral at pagsama sayo e mas mahirap pa daw nung nagcallcenter ako pero nakaya ko. Papa, opisina yun, at nakaupo lang ako habang naghihintay ng tawag. Nakakapag aral ako habang naghihintay nang tawag. Sa palengke ba, makakapagreview ako habang naghihintay nang kalakal?!
Sinubukan kong ipaliwanag to kay Mama, pero di nya naintindihan. Basta ang alam ko, malaki ang niririsk ko pag sumasama ako sayo lalo pag weekdays. Pag weekend naman sasama ako sayo walang problema dun.
Kung inosente ka talaga sa lahat, NASAYO NA YUN. KONSENSYA MO NA YUN PAPA, dahil niririsk ng anak mo na bumagsak sa subjects nya para lang patunayan na inosente ka, o kung talagang may kasalanan ka o may ginagawa kang mali, at para na rin maging Masaya si Mama at tumigil na sa panenermon at pag-iyak araw araw.
Papa nakakapagod na yung away niyo ni Mama. Nakakadurog ng puso kapag umiiyak si Mama o kapag sinasabi mo na wala ka talagang kasalanan. Ang hirap maging panganay kapag ganito. Minsan masarap na lang bumigay.
Papa ayusin na natin lahat. Please. Gusto ko makagraduate na. Gusto ko ng matataas na grades.
Gusto ko ng pamilyang buo at walang gulo.
PAPA, PLEASE.
Anyhow, I checked my friendster account awhile ago and this is what my horoscope says:
TAURUS
The Bottom Line
Slowing down might not feel comfortable right now, but it is the right thing to do.
In Detail
Slowing down might not feel comfortable right now, but it is the right thing to do. The intense energy you put out today shouldn't be directed at solving problems or putting out fires. Instead, direct it solely at reducing the level of commitment in your life! Put the brakes on a new business project, cool off an overwhelming new flirtation, or tell that pushy friend that you need some time to yourself -- whatever it takes to get yourself to a brand new level of boredom.
Suits me right isn't it?
Now who's still not saying I need a break?
(I didn't have a sembreak, COL life demanded that. *sobs*)
It's all in the stars for God's sake!
I haven't gotten over Breaking Dawn, the 4th installment of Stephanie Meyer's Twilight Saga. (Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn)
I keep telling myself "Get real
I guess part of me wishes that the story isn't over yet. I wish there's a 5th book. It was a love story alright, and a happy ending too, yet I am kinda hoping to see what will happen to Edward and Bella, the vampire lovers, in their life of forever? Vampires don't die and that fact kept me wondering. Guess I will be much contented if they are mortals, you know the usual stuff that they'd grow old together and die. Fine, I am too idealistic, I know! But should they have been mortals, Meyer's ending would be the end of the story for me, case closed. But...come on, they are immortals!
(At this point, I know you already could sense my dilemma. lol.)
I'm thinking, I'd like to see them die together happy (Yes they die, if a werewolf kills them or another vampire tears their skin and burn them to ashes that emits that purple smoke). BUT for a vampire to die means to die a brutal death, and a brutal death isn't synonymous to a happy ending. So where does that leave me? See them die unhappy so the case would be closed for me? Or let them live their forever happy and endure the dilemma I am suffering now? Haha.
Stephanie Meyer left me wondering. IF that was her style, then congratulations, she's so good at it! It was a clean ending actually... because it was a dead end. What would happen then if there'd be a 5th book? Charlie's mortal life would be endangered since he has some "need to know" stuff in his head about his vampire daughter? Renee and Phil might have died too. Or maybe Bella could change her father Charlie, and her mother Renee and her stepfather Phil, into vampires. That would leave Sue Clearwaters the only normal mortal within their circle, but then again, she could be anywhere between a werewolf or a vampire.. hmm.. love it. hahaha. Or maybe the 5th book could have Renesmee and Jacob Black's love story? And Edward's and Bella's
Oh come on! Get real
This is it, this is where I say "Stop talking about Twilight!"
ALRIGHT.
I finished reading the saga 2days ago (I spent 8hours reading Twilight, 1day for New Moon, 1.5 days for Eclipse and 2 days for Breaking Dawn), and since I still haven't gotten over it, I decided to read another book to divert my attention.
I decided to read Mitch Albom's Tuesdays with Morrie and finished it after 3hours. Now I am off to my next book, Greg Isle's Blood Memory... hmm.. I am halfway through it. And I still haven't gotten over...arrgh! I would stop talking...............
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Okay so hyper pa ko ngayon kasi katatapos lang nang play namin.. woohoo!!
SOBRANG SUCCESSFUL!
I love my actors, I love my co-directors, I love the staff!
I HEART THEM ALL!
Hanep ang punchline nang actors namin, sobrang saya nang audience! Pati ako sa sound booth ilang beses sinaway ni sir kasi humahagalpak ako nang tawa! He was like "avon para ka nang tanga dyan tawa ka nang tawa, di ba you're the scriptwriter? You're also the director, o eh bakit matindi pa din ang effect sayo nang mga yan?"
SIR ADLIB LANG YUNG IBANG PUNCHLINES! AT HANEP ANG DELIVERY NG ACTORS KO! WAH!!!
Sobrang tensed na ko kagabi pa. Kinakabahan ako... 1st time ko kasing mag direct nang play as in yung humawak nang buong class for a play sa MC.. and i dont know how to pull it off. Kahapon during the dry run, dalawa kami ni Rizza, 5x napunyeta ni Sir, na putang ina din kame once, at nasabihan ako nang "what happened to your play?! okay na nung tuesday ah! Ayusin mo yang actors mo, nagsasapawan at nawawala sa lines! SO TENTATIVE!"
3 kaming directors, at kami ang sobrang ngarag! Well.. sobrang okay naman ang outcome, so keri! Hahaha! :)) Obvious ba na ang ligalig ko!? hahah..:)) I love my actors, kasi kahit nasisigawan ko sila, at todo ako manermon, tatahimik lang sila at pinipilit gawin ang pinagagawa ko.. they are very hardworking. Si Lea, na nagbbabytalk nung umpisa, nahasa at malaki ang improvement, pano ilang beses kaming nagline reading, at pati sa telepono, til 1 or 2am ata, naglline reading kame.. matyaga sya. Si Elie, challenging ang role nya kasi guy role, pero she portrayed it well. Pati sa pang ngangarag ko sakanya sa line reading, sa diction and with everything, go lang sya, keri pa. Si Ish, eto ang babaeng normal na ang pag arte, on time pa lage, very professional. At wala akong itulak kabigin sa pag arte nya. Si Jhil, the diva, wow, astig ka! ANg galing mo kumanta! Woohoo!
TO FIONA AT RIZZA! NAGAWA NATIN! CONGRATS! GALING GALING!
TO CAMILLE ALIPIO, wtf, kinaya natin!? WAW! THANKS!
GRACE LAGO AND CHARM, sa lahat nang pang ngangarag ko, salamat for staying!
WOOHOO!!
HYPER AKO!!!!!
ANG SAYA SAYA KO!!!
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majority of my friends ay hindi nakapanood nang play namin for reasons i understand.. pero.. may tampo pa din ako kahit konti.. pero okay na din.. successful naman yung play.. pero sana mas okay kung andun sila.. mwah, love you all pa din.
KAIZ! THE BEST KA! Simula nang oath taking ko nung maging council officer ako, di mo ko iniwan! At ngayon, ikaw pa din ang dumating! Nag iisang ikaw dearest! I LOVE YOU!
Sana next time makapanood na yung iba..
I LOVE THE CROWD KANINA! THEY MADE ME SO PROUD OF OUR PLAY!
"Not so little you and I, anymore.." That was the line I was singing just before I typed these words and yes, that hit right through the center. All of us, are not the same old little ones we once were. I maybe be little, in height (darn) but not at all little in other aspects... and that is simply disappointing me now. Aww.. hahaha.. not really.. just that, I have realized while I was on my way home after an afternoon with the debate team, that I'm already in a crunch mode! If only I could go back to preschool. hahaha!
Dang! School requirements are already sticking out no matter how hard I try to press them flat!
So what's up with me in the next weeks?
- I have a play that will run on the 26th of September. I'm directing it with two other ladies. I alsocontributed a part in the script since I can't really finish the whole thing because of other requirements. I will also be on stage, acting. Rehearsals are up at 3pm onwards everyday until the 25th.
- I have a report on the 27th in my Theories of Com class. Oral exam on the 4th of October, and a paper that's due on the 11th.
- I have an exam tomorrow in Philosophy and I haven't looked at my notes yet. 
- I need to finish writing, rather "polishing" [since our draft is as good as the final paper, lol. i'm so yabang sorry!] the business report for my Business English class, that's due first week of Oct.
- I need to finish collating my groupmates' individual report/findings which we got from the interview made last week and finish the final written report by tonight so I could divide the report by tomorrow and all will be ready on wednesday.
- I NEED TO REVIEW FOR MY CHEM MAKE-UP EXAM! DARN IT! huhuhu.. looks like I failed my last exam because Sir Jcornph came to me saying "sayang yung last exam mo, I was expecting you'd get a high score like in your previous exams. Do you want a retake?" wah! I badly need to pass the retake because I don't wanna take the final exam, oh God forbid!
- I need to gather information about the suggested topic for our thesis in Fil102. Imagine?! Thesis in my 2nd year college life?! Thesis that should be done in less than a month! Boom. I am sooo doomed!
- Our debate team will be competing against the colleges/universities around Intramuros by the end of September and I am so freaking unsure if I'm fit to be out there debating against them! Shoot! I just hate that gay boy from Letran and I love our team captain Kasey so much that I wanna get back at him, that gay boy, to avenge her. haha!
- Clearance week will be up by this week until I guess next week and I need to do the COL job before it gets in the way of my "normal" student life.
- I need to "restructure" my study habits!
I would start allotting at least 1 and a half hour study time per subject, therefore giving equal attention to all of them. No idle tambay moments from now on, buhay library muna until makahinga sa requirements! No eat-outs muna with my gorgeous babyloves [sobs], no kwento-blogging muna [though I doubt if I can do this], and no chillax moments muna! [wah!]
Kailangan na talaga na balik focus muna. Plus I need to do enough matter loading for the debate team.. and I need to do a lot of things. I say "no to petiks" muna. For those who are complaining why I rarely reply to your messages, or that I send cryptic replies, I'm sorry but you have to bear with me. I loves you all pa din naman eh! [grins from ear to ear]
To my babyloves:
PASS MUNA AKO SA LAHAT NANG ACTIVITIES!
[hugs to all of you ]
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